I was eating very unhealthy lately which have caused my brain to malfunction, breakdown and emotional stress.
That is why I am going healthy these days. Going Veggie this year. I can’t eat mum’s spag anymore. :”<
That’s how worthless I am and I am quite used to it. Yes.
I knew that if I had gone to far in killing myself, I wouldn’t care. I wouldn’t care.
She was a victim of the December 16 flood.
She was so innocent. So young. She’s pretty as well. Her face has wounds and bruises. Logs might bumped her head and her weak little body which might have drowned her and caused her death.
Looking at her made me realized, if only I could donate my time just like the movie In Time, I would. I would gladly give my remaining time just to make that little girl live. I am tired, fed up. If committing suicide isn’t a crime, isn’t a mortal sin, I should’ve been dead, 8-10 years ago. I never asked to be born and I really don’t want to. I’d rather chose to die than to live. The world is a horrible place to live. Every night I wish to sleep and never woke up. I hope it’s as easy as that. I really hope so. Zarah, die now please?
A Father holding his daughter who died during flash flood in the middle of the night between December 16, 2011 and December 17, 2011.
The people of Iligan City are highly in need of your help in any kind! For your donations, please go here.






See the pictures above? These were real people. Real life situation. Real calamity that hit my part of the world. This ain’t a movie.
Numerous lives lost. Hundreds of destroyed homes and establishments. And still unknown number of people missing up to this very moment. All of these happened in a split of a second. A sudden rise of water levels hit our poor city and poof! Everything turned out like this. I am lucky enough that I am safe and our place isn’t a flood prone area. I live nearby the shore and I have personally seen dead people floating in the scene. Very heartbreaking especially if the victims were kids and innocent people.
This is a quite sad event for all of us. Iligan City has been my home ever since I first opened my eyes. Quite tragic that yesterday, December 16, 2011, people were celebrating their school and office’s Christmas parties and suddenly in the middle of night, this happened. And for the fact that Christmas is fast approaching, many people and families will celebrate this wonderful occasion without their homes, without some of their family members with them, without even clothing and food.
I know reblogging this won’t help anything. But this can spread the word. Our city and our people needs your help in rebuilding our poor little city. It’s Christmas time and we highly need your love and your help! For you donations, please click here!
Let us patch up and rebuild others! Thank you! #OneForIligan
Hello dear followers! I know I’ve abused you quite enough for getting you guys to buy my work for something as selfish as Incubus tickets but just last night a terrible calamity’s hit my part of the world. Please do read about how you can help by clicking the link above.
Here’s the Paypal ID where you can send your donations to for the typhoon Sendong flood victims in Iligan: singcol.inquisitor@gmail.com
You’ve helped my dreams come true, let’s help patch up and rebuild others’.


